UGH... low cycle again...

I am on a low cycle again... What does this mean?

Excessive Tiredness
Lack of Willpower
Low Cognition
Overall Depression

It sucks... At least I am not on a project though. That's never fun...

Last night i had bad acid reflux... was NOT fun. Though i believe i can attribute it to chinese food last night. I got it from a new place and it seemed to be excessively greasy.

On a different note... i am trying to take little steps to get myself back in shape... Since i sit in front of the computer so much (which is something i have to start pulling away from... I got a small set of weights... one of those sets that 2 sets of dumbels go from 2.5 to 25 lbs by adjusting them. I figured I can do arm curls or something while just sitting there... I started it yesterday... my arms are feeling it a little today... so maybe it's a good thing...

I was going to start the gym this morning... but the lack of sleep... and willpower... i just can't get motivated... Do they make motivational pills...

I told my friend yesterday... if it wasn't so dangerous... i would go on the crystal meth diet. People on it tend to be super skinny... but i don't like taking my own drugs and am afraid to smoke weed... the last thing i will do is do something hard core that could affect my overall anxiety... or get me fired...

*sigh*