Sunday, December 23, 2007

ugh

Again with the lonliness thing... it sucks but it is at the forefront of my mind... and now, that i got the new job (yay!... no really YAY!) it's going to be more difficult than ever to find and keep someone with all of the traveling i am supposed to do. Being single is one of the things that made me an ideal candidate... and to be honest... it is kind of important.

and in the mean time... i have been chatting with 2 guys... one who is VERY interested in me, but comes with a lot of complications, the other is only slightly interested in me, but doesn't come with nearly as many problems... except that he only seems to be slightly interested in me. Which i guess could be good, because i will only slightly be able to see him.

One of my friends, suggested that since i will be traveling so much, i should have a friend at each port of call... one in each city... well... i don't like that idea much either...

and by the way... as a side / unrelated note, i don't remember if i mentioned this before, but while i am excited about the new job, i am also very nervous and scared...!

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