Damnit... i hate being alone... it sucks in the bad way that everyone says it does... being perpetually single, when you seem to have people only interested you that are really really RRREEEAAALLLYYY not your type, (females, people 30 years older, etc...) or people who say they are interested in you, and i would be interested in them too... but actions speak louder than words.
Like this one guy i have been talking to... he seems like a really really nice guy... cute as all hell... but he refuses to answer a couple questions about himself, but doesn't say he doesn't want to answer them, he just ignores them... which is quite infuriating knowing my pet peeve...
Another guy who seems to be super sweet, and i think he's cute, etc... but man does he have quite the past... which is affecting his present... (See Paladin Syndrome blog entry)
All i want is someone to love... DAMNIT... there are like 6,000,000,000 people in the world... there has to be some 20/30 something male, who lives within 100 miles of me, has his life together, is not a flake, and seems to know what he wants... is anything like that around? Are they looking for something meaningful... HELLOOO!!!!! I AM RIGHT HERE!!!!!
oh well... perhaps...
oh... and i know the theory... when you stop looking... or when you least expect it, it will show up...
2 words my friends.... BULL SHIT...
if it only truely worked that way... enough people preach that to fill up 100 mega-churches... what i need to do, which might be the subject of another entry... is what makes that statment true to so many people...
anyhow... i am tired of typing...
-O
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