So... sometimes i think, even though I know it's not true, that i am alone in this world. Perhaps partly due to the fact that I am lacking a boyfriend, partner or lover. Other things because i think i just don't belong... I invision myself going home to the house where i grew up and just break down emotionally, because even they don't want me. While I know it's not true... sometimes i think it's true. Sometimes i wish it were a little true... at least then i would know how to proceed in life.
I take not that most of my friends (not all... but most) don't seem to call or get in touch with me... it's always me chasing them. I am always calling first, i am always the one texting people and iming people... it makes me wonder... am i just bothering them. if i don't send messages to them first, then i don't hear from them. but a lot of times these are people i care about... but perhaps they just don't care for me.
I mean... doesn't ANYONE want to chase me... well... there are a couple people.... people in foreign countries always seem to want to chase me, but they are mostly looking for something else. *sigh*
that's all for now... just feelin a little useless
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