DIDs and DID NOTS...

I did not feel like meeting anyone tonight... despite that I DID...

He was a guy off the internet... and did present himself in 2 different places...

He DID have very provocative pictures which peaked my interest... he did not look exactly like his pictures in person.

He talked on the phone and was very nice

He, did tell me he was italian, and white... he did not tell me he was... italian and black... which normally wouldn't make a difference, but it threw me for a loop.

I did want to meet him... but i did not want to bring him here... he ended up coming here...

I did not want to "hook up" with him... *sigh* but i did...

He did finish... I did not...

I DID do a good job (yay me)... he did not...

I did compromise my morals in doing so... he did get what he wanted.

I did think, before meeting him... we could be more... after meeting him... i DO not think it will work...

Not because he is milato... i think because he both pushed my boundaries despite knowing i didn't want to, (and mad at myself for compromising!)... Lying about himself initially about his nationality. and... despite hooking up, not really feeling chemistry.

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
on a different note... i got a call at 8:30 in the morning, which woke me up... It was someone whom i must have given my phone number to a while ago... he is latino and told me his name, but for the life of me, i cannot remember who he is... he wanted to see me and hang out... but that includes me picking him up and taking him with me...

he promised we would have fun... now... i never give out my phone number to people i don't like... but 8:30 in the morning... my brain is NOT sharp... and i don't know who he is.. i asked him to spell his profile name so that i could see his profile on the site we talked... all i heard (even after him repeating several times) was "n" "cat" "mar" "lat"

i asked how to spell it... and he just kept repeating the same thing... i asked him to sign on and send me a message... he kinda hung up the phone on me... probably frustrated... i have his name and number... but i am reluctant to call him and make a further ass of myself.