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normally I am a very wanting person... I usually want this or that... whether it be a new technical gadget that's out, or a boyfriend, or something else physical...
lately... i have been like... eh... no thanks, to everything...
I have $200 to spend at BestBuy and normally I buy myself a birthday present. I was going to use the money (from gift cards) to buy me something kinda fun... I keep looking on the best buy site and the only thing i can think is... meh... i am not interested...
My mother, whom i love dearly, had bought me (and overpaid!) a video camera for my christmas/birthday present. I took it back because she overpaid (and i read the reviews) She wants to get me something special for my birthday, basically told me to pick it out, and she will get it for me.. I am looking around, and found something i want... but it's kinda on the expensive side... so i'm like meh... I keep telling my mom that I didn't forget... she keeps saying, oh good... but ultimately... meh... i can't find it at a good enough price to really be interested...
Normally I am out searching for a boyfriend... feverishly... (probably to the point of desperation) and lately... my thoughts on the matter is... meh... not that interested...
don't get me wrong... if someone truely shows interest and it's in my means to get them... I will be there... but if it doesn't happen... meh... such is life... I know i have expressed this attitude before... but never really and truely meant it...
Apathy has just taken over... if it happens, okay... if it doesn't... meh... i don't know if i am like this because of the birthday incident... which kinda made me feel like some of my friends just didn't care enough to remember me. If it's the drugs I am taking that's causing this... (though they have not before) or what it is... but it's a little disturbing to me... but i just don't care enough to do anything about it...
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