For those who know me, and have discussed this subject with me, you may (or may not) know that I have been feeling extremely un-loveable over the last several weeks. I just don't seem to like myself enough to let someone else do more than like me... (i used to think the whole love yourself thing was just a crock... it turns out, it's not)
Last night, I kept waking up as usual, normally I have 4 different dreams, sometimes 2 dreams are similar, but different enough to make them distinct... but last night, I had 4 of the same dream... different settings, but the premise was the same...
I was invited to this get together, one i didn't really feel like going to, but 2 of my friends (dream friends, not real ones) begged me to go. I knew people there (for some reason, it was focused around my old highschool band... (don't ask))
Everyone, and I mean everyone was coupled there, except me. I tried to talk to people, but they, for the most part, kept ignoring me, and talked amongst themselves. Then, one of the friends who pulled me there, told me to look at the door and there was one other single person there...
He had on Jeans, a gray t-shirt with some sort of design on it, thin, dark hair and UGLY UGLY UGLY coke bottle glasses. Dark leopard print and glasses so thick it looks like it made his eyes cross. He was a nerd, plain and simple... At first glance, I was like... "that's what you were pointing at?" But he seemed shy and awkward as well, standing by the corner... So I walked over to say hi.
He was a really nice guy, and then he took off his glasses for some reason and OMFG... he was beautiful. Had the most gorgeous blue/green eyes i had ever seen, and I heard the violins playing as if this was the one... He seemed to feel the same way about me as he reached for my hand and said, "I hope it's okay that i don't let go"
A romantic too... all other feelings kinda rushed away then i woke up...
The following dreams were similar social settings, and he always found me, (i didn't find him...) Either coming up and hugging me from behind, kissing me on the cheek as I was looking the other way... and doing the holding his hand over my eyes and making me guess who he was. Then holding my hand the rest of the time and talking to me for what seemed like hours. Always the same guy, always started out with the same ugly glasses, then taking them off and being absolutely beautiful again, like the first time we met.
I kinda felt what it was to truely be in love. I have had dreams like this before, and I believe I even wrote about a couple of them in the blog, but this one seemed different...I never did get his name, but it didn't seem important...
Anyone with dream interpretation skills care to interpret? My thinking is... it was just a dream. (well 4 of them) and not to dwell on it. Still... 4 dreams, 4 times i woke up, 4 times the same guy (after the first time) looking for me. Each time I woke up, i felt warm and fuzzy, like i was in love. In love with a dream guy.
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Well dear there could be a couple meanings, Not having it myself I don't know any more details other than what you have wrote. Were there any specific fragrances either in the dream or when you awoke???
A few things that stand out to me are the eye colors which you said were not noticable until he took the glasses off, a combination of blue/green in a peaceful setting are mostly an indication of healing, ie... Mind or of body
Also you had this same dream 4 times. 4 could symbolize a few things first being trials to come wihch can be overcome through hard work and self-control.
Also 4 is a symbol of fate and solidarity, meaning that he would be the one and that he would bring great changes, also 4 is associated with uranus and the 4 elements
Admiration in the dream means that you will have good fortune
The high-school setting means High positions in social and business affairs and its a good fortune in love.
Love means success in your affairs and also freedom from Anxiety (DON'T WORRY ABOUT LOVE LET IT FIND YOU!!!)
An email sent to freakygaboy adding some information from the dream:
I read your comment below... Thanks for the indepth analysis.
Some other things about the dream I didn't mention:
I was in my highschool for some concert we were practicing on. I was the only trombonist (the instrument i played in highschool) and was expected to perform a solo for an opening number. Well.. I haven't played in a while, so I wasn't very good. I got yelled at by the conductor, who was an upper classman when I was a sophmore... I kinda stormed out and went to talk to the band director, who said, he brought me there because he could count on me to tell him the truth on how things are going inside while he was busy with other things. I was like, I can, but i can't really play anymore... he mentioned he didn't care and he'd like me back in there. I went to walk out and away from the band room which is when my friends told me about the social. Which was held in the band room.
His eyes, while the glasses were on, were a yellowish green, and as i said, they looked crossed. I did not insist he take the glasses off, he chose to. (immediately saying he was wearing contacts to be able to see when the glasses were off... Its not that i thought he was ugly before he took them off, but the attraction wasn't really there.
The other 3 times i found myself wanting him to take off his glasses, but being polite as possible, I decided not to ask. He took them off the other three times, and i did notice that i cared less and less about him taking off his glasses (even though I still wanted him to), but every time he did, i found myself more and more attracted to him and found him to just be more and more beautiful, falling in love with him...
in the third dream, i remember him wanting to take me into one of the highschool bathrooms to "consumate" our friendship. We found a bathroom, but just before we did anything i woke up... almost like... I wanted to wake up from the dream. I looked at the clock and it was like 4:23, so i went back to sleep, and we started all over again...
does this change anything?
Oh... and there was no fragances...
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