Saturday, September 13, 2008

So...

despite my desire to laugh at difficult things, i have been super stressed lately.

I am stressed about losing some friends, i am stressed about not having a work project... and it's taking its toll on my system.

I have been trying to get through this, but it's irritating my IBS something fierce. I am tense, my mind races 50 miles a minute, and my medication doesn't seem to work more than on an anxiety scale of 0 - 10... it's keeping me hovering at a 7-8.

Hopefully... the weekend will help this out.

Other little revelations:

One of my new friends has HIV (and is having liver problems)
In the last 3 weeks, i have been stood up 12 times by 5 different people.

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