i like people... i really do...

but sometimes...they annoy the hell out of me...

So... my social life has undergone some changes... what i thought were for the better... but it seems to be just more of the same. I have been trying to meet and date people... really... i have!!!

admittedly, most of them (though not all) originate from online... they all have one thing in common... a fatal flaw...

now... mind you... i am no big prize... but the people i have run into lately are either...

1. literally retarded (not very good at english comprehension)
2. liars up front... (and not good ones either...)
3. are very far away (over 5 hours driving distance... and they want to come over and stay on the first meeting)
4. critically infected with FFFS...

i keep thinkin this whole online thing is just a bad idea anymore... and some of my friends feel the same way... but i have met some really nice people online... i really have... and when i bring this fact up to them (who i met online who says the online thing is not good) i keep getting the response "I am the exception"

everyone says that... to the point where the bad online thing is not the rule anymore because there are tooooo many exceptions...

so where to go? bars... clubs?... i don't know... people suggest that i go join a community organization or professional org... i looked into that... but when i am doing some sort of community service... i concentrate on the service... not the people around me... and it's a time committment...

WTF... i am putting up walls where there shouldn't be... i guess i am used to doing that so much it becomes innate...

There is a guy i like... but... he is showing mostly disinterest... i say mostly... because he does display small hints of being interested... but when i go with his queue... he pulls back... i don't know... maybe he's not looking for anything...


ya know... on second thought... people suck... and not in the good way...