A New Week

Well... first off... let me tell you all about my weekend.

I went up to Philly to help shoot a movie. The movie is called "Looking For:" It's a short film that I wrote for my cousin. A comedy about dating...

All I have to say is... it was a blast!!!! The actors are great and I couldn't stop laughing throughout the shoot. It really was a blast!!!!! I also learned just how much work goes into shooting a film. But in the end, it's going to be an awesome film that's hysterical to watch!!!! All of the people, actors, production crew, assistants, makeup and costuming... EVERYONE is doing such an awesome job, I wish i was still there. Unfortunately, I have to be back in Atlanta.

Another thing that happened this weekend, that i was not particularly happy about, was a lie told about me to get my brother's girlfriend to a baby shower. He told her that they were going, because I was up for the weekend, (which i was) and that I was announcing my engagement to my boyfriend... Which, for no particular reason, really upset me. To me, it's kinda like a jinx... as if, i will probably not even get a date now that i am already supposed to be engaged... As irrational as that sounds, it just upset me, as everyone knows i have enough of a problem finding dates..

Anyway... enough of that... so here i am... staring down my "last" week of employment with my company. I am worried and anxious and will be all week. I have a lot of work to do... i just am really hoping i am not just spinning my wheels. I already heard from two leads... One in Cambridge Mass., the other in El Segundo California... both of which would require me to move, but i really don't want to move...

*sigh* i'm not writing anymore about this today... it's depressing... just wish me luck!