Normally when I come to PA, and visit my old hangouts... i am faced with the same old anxiety that i used to have. The stomach aches... the not wanting to go anywhere, etc...
This trip, however, i don't seem to have that anxiety anymore... I came up for a business meeting on wednesday, to which i stayed out from 10am to... well... 11pm... and that's VERY unusual for me. I even sat in a traffic jam AFTER i ate at a resteraunt, and didn't panic! (As i normally would have)
Yesterday, I spent the day with my cousin doing things for the movie we are making. I was out from 11am to 8:30... driving around philadephia, going to places i had never seen before, and... no anxiety attack (and no anxiety pill either)
Now... i don't honestly think my anxiety is going away... I still get attacks... but maybe the old underlying anxieties from my old residence is finally fading... =)
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