Still alive and kicking

I know I know... I haven't written in my blog in a while... it's kinda just that I have been miserable... so... why bother right?

I have been miserable not for any particular reason... probably just sunspots or the phase of the moon or something... Either way... meh...

I did replace my audio/video player with an Archos 605 WiFi 160GB player... nice huh? i like it... and that thing is NEVAH goin in a plane seat pocket.

I also go my portable satelite radio... i like it... it's nice...

Still not feeling the "Love" thing yet... still like... meh...

But I would love it for someone to show me...

No, not sex... just love. I realized that what a lot of people are saying IS true...

How can you expect anyone to love you if you don't love yourself. And I can honestly say... I don't. And at the moment... i just don't know if i care enough...

On another, very un-related note... Avis decided to upgrade my car from a compact (that I asked for) to a Chrystler 300... aka... a LAND YACHT! This car is nice... but freakin' HUGE... I asked them to downgrade back to a compact... they looked at me as if to say "Are you for fuckin' real?" I just said... well... never mind.

So... if you hear the ship horn in Phoenix... (yes, the desert) it's just me.

till next time